Stunned, stymied and sidelined by sarkicophobia
This is the title of DJP's post today .I have realized the fallacy s that I have been committing. What they are is simply this.
I have been believing a lie about my sin a lie about the "Faith" that I have been not practicing ,but waiting for God to take care of it all.
Sarkicophobia is something that has truly neutralized me to a stand still with the addictions that I have been facing . It has made me witness not for God but for my own self . The neutralizer of all neutralizers .
So now I am making a new blog that is dedicated to the things that are lies in my life , to my growth in God , to the Chronicles of the faith I should have had all along .
It's going to be hard for me to get over Sarkicophobia and actually have faith again that is in God not in my self. It's going to be hard to start practicing justification to learn further about grace and be in the word.
However, I am now not vexed by my sins any more knowing that there is hard work that must be done on my part for me to get them to a manageable level .
The hard work is reading the word daily , praying , practicing the things that God has for me.
1 John 5:3
1 John 15:14
This article put how it was hit me home , and I believe that I can practice obedience in God because he calls me to . He calls me to obey him to fallow his commands so that I can be his friend.
He does not call me to sit back and say that obeying him is being prideful in myself as I have believed .
This fires me up to read his word be in his truth and love him all the more. My faith is now not stagnant like it has been to truthfully obey God I need to give everything that I can to something so that God can be truthfully glorified in the fullest since that he can be in it!
His glory to glorify him because I love him . That is why I am going to give everything that I have to give to the things that have been given to me because I love God ! I want his glory to extend to the farthest reaches of this Earth , and preach his word until I turn blue.
When I go to what ever college I go to next fall semester I will approach it in this sense and approach everything else in this sense.
Things make so much more sense now this is a monumental moment in my life , and I hope that you can realize why it has helped me so much.
by: Stephen Sapaugh.
